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What they keep telling me sounds like lies

No matter what I’m still going to break down and cry. 

It’s too hard cuz it’s “easy”.

I wish I could rewind the time, but I don’t remember- it all feels new

Could someone pinch me please, I need this to be over. 

It’s one thing to be physically drained, mentally just makes it that much harder to maintain…

Your sanity that is. 

God forbid you’re oblivious to it all, that’ll really be your downfall. 

Hold your breath, count to ten. It’ll be over and you’ll be doing it all again.